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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
11:37 pm
Dang...
I never really took the time to realize how fast time goes throughout ones life. In the blink of an eye I'm already 21 years old. My sisters almost got her masters. My cousin just got married. I'm going to hit the real world in a little over 3 weeks.

In these 21 years I have had some of the greatest expierences that I'll never forget. I also have had some of the worst expierences that I'll never forget.

I know that I can't regret anything that I have done. these expierences have made me the person I am today, and the person I am going to be tomorrow.

In the past few months I have had some huge expierences. Most of you know what I am talking about. I made some bad choices...selfish choices that I have to live with. Yeah I may have lost an amazing friend but I did gain something out of it...2 things actually...I learned from the mistakes I have made and I know that my friends and family will always be there for me.

When I look back at some of my expierences I can't help but wonder if I handled myself differently where I would be right now. I know I could deffinatly be worse off. Then I wonder if I could possible be better off???

The best advice I can give to anyone is to go with your gut...A lot more often your better off this way, well at least I am.

Right now in my life I am closer than ever to my parents, brother and sister. This is awesome. Hands down they are the most important people to me in my life, and they know it.

I also have my sig tau bro's. We have been through thick and thin, but I am so glad that I have such a great friendship and brotherhood with all of you guys. Deffinatly the best time of my life, I hope you guys can say the same. Its been one WILD and crazy ride with you guys. You've also helped me deal with some tough stuff in my life...

Then theres the few the proud tyngsboro friends. My roots. Deffinately slipping through the cracks, but thats life. We move on. Someone once told me that when college starts, you old friedns are going to slowly disappear...I'm sorry to say this has happened with a lot of you guys....No one persons fault, we're all different people pursuing different things in our lives.

So right I am enjoying everything I have while I still have it. Spending quality time with my family as much as I can. Having the best damn June on Record with my friends. I've also been spending time with a lovely lady named krisi the girlface.

Thats the fun stuff.

The even more fun stuff is running 8 miles a day and working out till I pretty much pass out about 5 out of 7 days. For a while it was real hard. I had aweful shoes so I'd have to take a ton of pain relievers before I ran and I would get these enourmos blisters on my feet which were painful...which I guess isn't good for you, so I just went out and bought $100 shoes for running...Trust me its a good investment since i'm gonna need them in basic training.

Theres only one BIG uncertainty in my life. Where I want to be stationed??? West coast is something that I would love to expierence. I do love the south eastern US too...Even New England isn't half bad...This is something that I'm going to have to think about a lot...

Overall lately I've been really happy...on a scale of 1 to happiness I'd say I'm rocking a 9.5

Later dudes

Current Mood: excited
Friday, April 8th, 2005
9:29 am
1)What's the middle name of first person you slept with? Marie
2) What kind of underwear are you wearing, and what color are they? None
3) What song do you want played at your funeral? Fuel - Falls on me
4) What is the number of your sluttiest friend so that some of your single friends can get some action? Dunno
5) What would your last meal be before being executed? Pizza Hut Pizza
6) Beatles or Stones? Stones
7) If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who would it be? An evil person?
8) The person whose problems you wouldn't want to hear? whoever needs me most
9) What is the thing most important to you about the preferred sex? trust
10) Do you secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them? I just get annyoed with people, don't hate them
11) If you could have any superpower, what would it be? Supermans Powers
12) Favorite hangover cure? I don't drink
13) How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? I'm guessing not a lot
14) Favorite Outkast lyric? Even the sun goes down heroes eventually die
Horoscopes often lie and sometimes "y"
nothin' is for sure nothin' is for certain nothin' lasts forever
But until they close the curtain
it's him & I Aquemini
16) If you had to be blind or deaf, which would you choose? Deaf
17) Do you have any psychiatric problems? doubtful
18) Siblings that should go to rehab? nope
19) Least favorite month? Everything that involves not wearing a bathing suite
20) Favorite hateful thing to do to somebody? tell the truth, it hurts
21) First movie you remember seeing as a kid? probably a Disney One
22) Favorite person in the whole world? Family/Friends
23) When's the last time you went on a date? tonight, I think
24) Do you like violent movies or dirty movies? DIRTY
25) Fall or spring? Spring
26) Person you most wish you hadn't made out with? HAHAHA, the list goes on
27) If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? Keith Charters
28) Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle? Florida, duh
29) Who is the person you can count on the most? hmm, probably Tim
30) If you could date any celebrity, past or present, time and age are not a factor? Hilary Duff
31) What books have you pretended to read?most books in High school
32) What's a word you'd use to describe your life? Terrific
33) What's your favorite drinking game? B-Pong
34) What did you dream about last night? Playing tag in a swimming pool, this wierd way, it seems awesome we'll play sometime
35) Favorite vices? Life goes on
36) What's the last thing you'd ever tell someone? I dunno

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. How to fly a Plane
2. Marine Biology
3. Why people are so stupid
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Blanket
2. Blue UML shirt
3. White Shorts
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. Empty bottle of Raspberry-lime water
2. Printer
3. mouse pad
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Travel
2. Get married
3. Raise a family
THREE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Competitive
2. Nice
3. Fun-loving
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Annoying
2. lazy
3. Lazy
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Portuguesse
2. French
3. Irish
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. It works
2. It works properly
3. It works the way I want it to
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. My hands messed up right now
2. my shins sometimes hurt after a long run
3. excess fat
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I'm leaving July 5th
2. I have no life
3. A great day for me, is one at home with my parents
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. Hello
2. Bye
3. whatever
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. Cali
2. Hawaii
3. Alaska
THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
1. Keith
2. Comet
3. KC
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
1. Keithsta22
2. I forget
3. forget

A-Z about Me

A - Age: 21
B - Band listening to now: Listening to Sportcenter
C - Career in future: Marine Biologist/Maratime Police Officer
D - Dad's name: John
E - Easiest person to talk to: Parent
F - Favorite song at the moment: Fuel - most of all
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Gummy Bears
H - Hometown: Tyngsboro MA
I - Instruments: none
J - Job title: Lifeguard
K - Kids: someday
L - Longest car ride ever: to MN or FL
M - Mom's name: Debra
N - Number of siblings: 2
O - Oldest sibling: Eric
P - Phobia[s]: none anymore
Q - Quote you like: Click buddy info for "Keithsta22"
R - Reason to smile: shouldn only be a reason not to smile
S - Song you sang last: I dunno
T - Time you wake up: 8
U - Unknown fact about me: I hate people
W - Worst habit: Laziness
X - X-rays you've had: hand/finger/knee/Both Anckles/Arm/leg
Y - Yummy food: Strawberries
Z - Zodiac sign: Sagatarius

Current Mood: unmotivated
Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
10:36 am
You scored as Curt Schilling. You are Curt Schilling! You are a trooper. You push yourself to the limit, regardless of any setbacks. You are also not afraid to express your opinions on a variety of topics. Very family-oriented. You're the man!!

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Curt Schilling

87%

Kevin Millar

73%

Johnny Damon

73%

Jason Varitek

73%

Manny Ramirez

60%

David Ortiz

60%

Theo Epstein

53%

Mark Bellhorn

33%

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Monday, March 14th, 2005
8:16 am
baseball thoughts

2005 MLB Word Survey

Created by purerockfury and taken 7 times on bzoink!

Give Your Opinion On The Following People Involved In Major League Baseball
"Bud" Seliggood job
Derek Jeterhe a yankee
Paul Konerkogonna strive in AZ
Gary Sheffieldshoulder??
Barry Bondsjiuced
Steve Stonewho?
Scott BorasHard ass
Maglio Ordonezbum knee...worth it?
Ozzie Guillenwhite sox I believe
Dusty Bakersee ya sammy
Moises Alouback with pops
Matt ClementI trust theo
Curt Schilling"Red" sock
Jason Giambiall eyes on him
Carlos BeltranNot a yankee
Kenny Williams
Alex Rodrigueznot a "yankee"
Pedro Martinezshow me the money
Sammy Sosadecline
Kenny LoftonPhilly = good
Kevin BrownLove when he pitches
Vladimir Guerrerohop in his back guys, he carried you
Nomar GarciaparraMia ohh Mia, pulling for you
Derek LowePitchers park this year
Scott RolenRBI
Joe Torrelooks funny
Terry FranconaSoft, but it worked
Jack McKeon"Paul De Luca" haha
Josh BeckettBecket...card values
Ken Griffey Jr.body hates him
Tim Hudsonback home
Tim Wakefieldone great red sox
Dave Robertsgame 4
David OrtizWhos you big papi?
Kahlil Greenbetter than crosby
Shingo Takatsuold
Carlos LeeBrewers
Hideki Matsuisucked last 4 games
Randy JohnsonThe best pitcher
Eric Gagnenot as good as before
Roger ClemensRocket
Brad Lidgenew gagne
Jim Edmondspretty good fielder
Larry Walkernot worth it
Johan SantanaNext ebst to RJ
Bobby Coxgood record
Chip Caraydon't watch enough braves
Jon Miller/Joe Morgansuck
Peter Gammonsgod
Pete Rosehall of fame worthy
Ryan Sandbergcubs 2nd baseman
Buck Weaverblack sox
Babe Ruthrest in Peece
Hank Aaronwon't see this "*" next to his name
Jeff Kentis gay
Orlando Cabrerahand shakes
Ichiro Suzukihits hits hits
Ivan "Pudge" Rodriguezlost 20 lbs...hmmmm
Milton Bradleygoes crazy, its awesome

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Sunday, March 13th, 2005
12:31 pm
there you go

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 20511 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?1210
Name?keith
Nicknames?Comet, Keithsta
Date of birth?12-2-83
Sex?male
Height?6 feets
Eye color?brown
Where were you born?lowell Mass
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?2
Pets?cat
Hair color?dark
Piercings?nope
Town you live in?Tyngsboro
Favorite foods?strawberries
Ever been to Africa?no
Been toilet papering?no
Love someone so much it made you cry?yes
Been in a car accident?no
Croutons or bacon bits?both
Favorite day of the week?friday
Favorite resturant?Olive garden
Favorite flower?whote rose
Favorite sport to watch?baseball
Favorite drink?water
Favorite ice cream flavor?nah
Warner Bros. or Disney?Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?Taco ball/KFC...best combo ever
Carpet color in your bedroom?I forget
How many times did you fail your driver's test?never
Whom did you get your last email from?Coach
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?Market Basket
What do you do most often when you are bored?never bored
Most annoying thing to say to me?....
Bedtime?8pm
Favorite TV show?Simpsons
Last person you went out to dinner with?:Steph, Nashua Garden
Been out of country?no
Believe in magick?why not
Ford or Chevy?I have a chevy so
What are you listening to right now?nothing
Have you ever failed a grade?no
If you have, what grade did you fail?
Do you have a crush on someone?who doesn't
Do you have a bf/gf?who knows
If so, what is their name?
How long have you been together?
What are you wearing right now?jeans/tshirt
Would you have sex before marriage?have
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?yup
Are you a virgin?nope
Do you smoke?nope
Do you drink?yup
Are you ghetto?not at all
Are you a player?nope
What are your favorite colors?blue/red
What is your favorite animal?my cat
Do you have any birthmarks?apparently
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?yes
Who do you talk to most on the phone?steph
Have you ever been slapped?only by accident
Do you get online a lot?yeah
Are you shy or outgoing?both
Do you shower?love it
Do you hate school?no
Do you have a social life?kinda
How easily do you trust people?yes
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?no
Would you ever sky dive?yes
Do you like to dance?sometimes
Have you ever been out of state?yes
Do you like to travel?yes
Have you ever been expelled from school?no
Have you ever been suspended from school?no
Do you want to get out of your hometown?yes
Are you spoiled?not at all
Are you a brat?nope
Have you ever been dumped?Yup...
Have you ever gotten high?yes, only once
Do you like snapple?yes
Do you drink a lot of water?yes
What toothpaste do you use?colgate
Do you have a cell phone?yes
Do you have a curfew?no
Who do you look up to?parants
Are you a role model?I should be
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?6 flags
What name brand do you wear the most?old navy jeans are awesome
What kind of jewelry do you wear?necklace
What do you want pierced?noting yet
Do you like takin pictures?yes
Do you like gettin your picture taken?sure
Do you have a tan?no, 1 day in the sun will change that
Do you get annoyed easily?depends
Have you ever started a rumor?hahaha, yes
Do you have your own phone or phone line?no
Do you have your own pool?yes
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?boxer briefs
Do you have any siblings?2
Have you ever been played?hahaha
Have you ever played anyone?no
Do you get along with your parents?yes
How do you vent your anger?exercise
Have you ever ran away?pack my bags once
Have you ever been fired from a job?no
Do you even have a job?2
Do you daydream a lot?yes, odd dreams
Do you have a lot of ex's?no
Do you run your mouth?I tend to
What do you want a tattoo of?not sure yet
What do you have a tattoo of?---
What does your ex bf/gf look like?beautiful
What does your most recent crush look like?look at above q
Whats her/his name?steph
Have you ever been bitched out?yup
Are you rude?only when I need to be
What was the last compliment you recieved?thank you for shoveling
Do you like getting dirty?yup
Are you flexiable?not at all
What is your heritage?you know this
What is your lucky number?22
What does your hair look like right now?in the process of growing
Could you ever be a vegetarian?no
Describe your looks?average I guess
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?probably green or something
Would you ever date someone younger than you?already had
Would you ever date someone older than you?already had
When was the last time you were drunk?friday night
How many rings until you answer the phone?dumb question
Have you ever been skinny dipping?no
If yes, when was the last time?
When was the last time you went on a date?Whats a "date"
Do you look more like your mother or father?both
Do you cry a lot?no
Do you ever cry to get your way?no
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?Hello
Are you the romantic type?sure
Have you ever been chased by cops?yes...bad
What do you like most about your body?scars....tell stories
What do you like least about your body?gorilla feet
When did you have your first crush?young
When was the last time you threw up?Birthday, all over the Worthen
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?Brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?no
What about cleavage?I enjoy it
Is your best friend a virgin?no
Have you ever fucked someone up?no
Have you ever been fucked up?no
What theme does your room have?girl theme....my sisters old room
What size show do you wear?Large
What is your screen name on AIM?Keithsta22
How are you feeling right now?good
When was the last time you were at a party?last weekend
Have you ever given a lapdance?no
Have you ever recieved one?yes
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?yes
What is one of your bad qualilties?don't like you if I don't know you
What is one of your good qualilties?friendly
Would you marry for money?ahhhh
What do you drive?Chevy Lumina
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?I am a great son
So?so what
Well?well maybe
When was the last time you cried in school?no clue
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?no
What kind of music do you like?borad variety
Would you ever bungee jump?yes
What is your worst fear?big furry spiders
Would you ever join the army?yes
Do you like cows?yup
If you were to die today, what would you do?I like to think postively
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?see above answer
Do you like to party?yes
Hearts or broken hearts?hearts
Moons or stars?Stars
Coke or pepsi?Jiuce
Favorite scent?strawberry
Favorite band?fuel
Would you ever dye your hair red?why not
How many languages can you speak?1.5
What time are you finishing this?1230

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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
10:57 am
This in't really worth updating
This is my week m-f since joining the swim team


get up at 4am (its sooooo hard waking up at 4am, let me tell you)
arrive at swim practice at 445
come home for 730ish
eat breakfast
go to class
do homework
go home relax/eat dinner
in bed by 8

Its a schedule, but if you know me well enough you know I'll do fine and its in my best interest to have this schedule

other than that everythings normal...Lifeguarding at the pool still(easy), I also might get another job teaching children how to swim after school...that would be awesome. Swim team is tough but fun...I'm going to the celtics game on friday with turd, Bambi, Furious and rich they are playing Detriot should be good.

Spring breaks coming up. Spending it in Northern Mass...Lowell, Tyngsboro, Dracut area...Good/Bad news is that I'll be in my in my bathing suit all weekend, just not at any beach, but at practice. Its gonna be awesome to have a week of no homework and studying to do.

Current Mood: optimistic
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
11:22 am
Snowday...but no snow
Well I wake up at 630 as usual to go do some swimming. I check the UML web-site and no school so I figure theres a lot of snow so I go back to bed. Wake up around 9:00 and go down stairs for some OJ and realize theres no snow, I freaked out cause I thought there really was school. So I check the site again and we have a snow day with no snow. Thats awesome.

Lets see what else is going on
Skittles turned 21 and he got shelled that night...monday night, it was a blast.

Other than that, I joined the UML swim team. I'm aweome. just not at swimming...I did this mainly to get into shape and to become a better swimmer. Swimming will probably help out a lot with my career, so I might as well be good at it.

We had out first basketball game. The other team was a no show and we scrimaged. My team got killed, I suck, I am wicked out of shape.

School is great so far, I'm gonna do well this semester. Still need a job, but I'm still surviving.
I got a lot to do today between, homework, cleaning, errands, and getting fit. I'm out

Byes
Monday, February 7th, 2005
10:45 am
Ouch
Lets see, I've been hurting

Wednesday/Thursday I got black out drunk....ask me for more details, its funny

Friday I was Sober sister at teh bars, which sucked cause we almost got into a fight

Saturday I went skiing and I hate waterville cause they broke my poles in half, but it was an amazing skiing day.

Sunday I got tanked for the superbowl, ended up at the bars for skittles 21st, don't remember much after that besides some british guy talking to be about football, I have a couple of cuts on me so it was deffinately a good night.

Now I have class and to write a paper today.

Current Mood: drained
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
8:30 am
Oh boy
Saturday was Ace's 21st birthday party. It was fun. I swear I left at 11, but somehow that turned into 2. The funniest things of the night was Joey. He was so drunk. I had a good time. Sunday I didn't do much. I got wicked drunk in Furious's Dorm, haha that was awesome. I got my car...WOOHOO. I'm a true commuter now. Other than that stuff I've been at the library studying away....good for me

Saturday I'm going skiing with a bunch of people at waterville. Then we're staying at Plymouth probably party, Where I get a bed this time and not sleep on a tile floor.

Next week I get back in shape. Swimming every MWF and to the gym every other day. I felt pathetic being exhausted after walking up 6 flights of stairs.

Classes going well so far.

For the record, My parents are Awesome

laters

Current Mood: hungry
Saturday, January 29th, 2005
4:35 pm
Thursday night we had a party at the greens. I had a blast there.

On friday I had my other 3 classes. Calc = going to suck, Stats = I have no clue how its gonna be, but at least skittles is in my class. then Psych which shouldn't be too bad.

last night I went to the hockey game last night with a bunch of people. UML killed UNH 7-0. It was a lot of fun yelling at UNH's fans with Dunlop. haha he was wrecked. Then we went back to then greens watched miracle

Now I am at the library taking a break from studying. Tonight I think we are going to Hooters and then having a party for Ace cause its his 21st. I might go out to the bars too with Coomas and Crawford. Well whatever I decide to do I'm sure it will be fun. Back to studying

Aidos
Keithsta

Current Mood: nerdy
Thursday, January 27th, 2005
4:02 pm
What is your name?Keith
How old are you?21 years young<input type='hidden' name='type2'
1:43 pm
Welp of course I didn't go to work again. The roads looked bad so I didn't go in. I went and hung out at the greens instead. We had our first meeting. I sat next to craig and he kept making me laugh. Then I was looking through a greek wear magazine and a picture of 2 guys my age with a kid. I wrote Noam's name with an arrow to the kid. Then on the cover I wrote turn to page 33. It got passed around and once everyone opened to the page they laughed. It was funny. I am just one crazy guy I guess.

Today I had 2 classes calc where we got to sign in then leave then I had a 2 hour break, where I went to the ghost town known as the greens and hung out by myself and played video games and watched tv. Then I went to politics, it was neat, then I went back to the greens and no one was there so I went home, ate nachos, drank grape kool-aid.

Tonight is our first rush and I think I'm gonna go to that and not go to work. I'll probably end up going out and looking for a job then going to the party later on.

tomorrow I got 3 classes from 1030-320 with an hour between every class. fun fun. at least I'll be busy

I've had this aweful headache for about 3 days now. I hvae no clue whats its from, but it won't go away. My mom says its from not having glasses, but I lost them over a year ago. so shes talkin crazy talk. I dunno why I got it, maybe stress or something, but it sucks, I am sucking down advil or anything else to ease it.

I am hitting the slopes saturday with Craig and Manoosh. We're gonna go up to loon mountain. this should be fun. Skiing with 2 friends and for free. Hopefully this time I go into the mens room not the ladies room.

Overall Moral is up. I am doing well overall also. I just wish I was wealthy or my old job didn't shut down, and I hope I get work study, cause it looks like I'm on the fast track to not becoming a ups employee (which is good for me, bad for my income) I'll deal with it. I'm sure I'll get a job with better hours and better pay anyway.

Jacques has this current awesomeness chart in his away message all the time and its usually in the high 90's for example today it is:
[|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| ](97%)

My current awesomness is
[|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| ](93%)

damn him, i quess he is just awesomer than me right now, one day soon I will be awesomer than him.....awesomer even a word.

Now I am just bored I am gonna watch tv eat dinner, go out looking for a job go to the rush party then go home and sleep.

aidos chic(o/a)s

Current Mood: confused
Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
6:19 pm
JOB
IF ANYONE KNOWS A PLACE WHERE I CAN WORK LET ME KNOW, I AM QUITTING MY JOB AND NEED ANOTHER ONE. JUST PART TIME


thanks
Keithsta

you all like the new picture....I miss my hair :-(

Current Mood: Pounding headache
8:57 am
Dear Keith, Your Screwed....Sincerly, January 25th 2005
anx·i·e·ty ( P ) (ng-z-t)
n. pl. anx·i·e·ties

1. A. A state of uneasiness and apprehension, as about future uncertainties.
B. A cause of anxiety: For some people, air travel is a real anxiety.
2. Psychiatry. A state of apprehension, uncertainty, and fear resulting from the anticipation of a realistic or fantasized threatening . event or situation, often impairing physical and psychological functioning.
3. Eager, often agitated desire: my anxiety to make a good impression.


So yesterday I go to my first class. Of course UML hating me, my advisor puts me in a seniors only class. What a way to start out. Now I am down to 5 classes. Maybe thats for the best. I hung out at the greens for a while then headed to politics. This seems like an easy class. Tuesdays are great now. 1 class. Then after class I went to the RMV only to be told I couldn't register my car cause the title was signed in the wrong place. I'm telling you I have aweful luck when it comes to everything.

Then I went to stephs to dig out my car and get it running and the battery was dead so I couldn't get it running and probably need a new battery. By this time I'm soo annoyed, stressed and my anxiety is through the roof. So I hung out with steph for a little bit, which is tough in itself casue we still have feelings towards eachother, but she made me feel a little bit better.

So I went home and I was gonna go to work but then I realized that I hate my job SOOOO much that if i went in it probably would have pushed me over the edge. So I relaxed at hom for a bit with my parents, ate dinner. Then I went out and applied to a a new place to be a cook again. I used to cook and it was by far the best job ever, so why not do it again.

Then I went to the greens and hung out for a while. It was wierd cause I didn't know most of the AST's that were there. I'm so far out of that loop, but that doesn't bother me. What bothers me is that I can't beat Street fighter. I will do it in the next few weeks though. Then I went hope and went to bed. Woke up found out that we had no school.

Today I am gonna go to the greens and hang out, probably look for other places to work at.

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[x]=yes
[-]=sort of
[ ]=no

Have you...
[x] been drunk.
[x] had sex.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[I'm not gay but I probably have] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[x] stole something from your job .
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[x] went on a blind date .
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[in the mall] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[x] had a quinceanera. (a fifteenth birthday?)
[x] drove illegally

Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[this question sucks] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely .
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[x] think your attractive.
[CAT] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[x] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to reggae./ska
[ ] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[x] wear underwear in general
[ ] wear thongs.
[ ] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[I WISH] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[x] lazy.
[X] single.
[ ] taken.
[-] looking.
[-] not looking.
[-] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[if by die you mean needles] scared to die.
[ ] tired.
[ ] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[I was] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[Grape Kool-Aid] drinking something.
[Pizza] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[X] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.

Current Mood: awake
Monday, January 24th, 2005
2:40 pm
Everythings so damn annoying
I swear some times It seems like everything is against me. I shipped out my computer to be fixed, but apparently its gonna cost more to fix it than it would be to buy a new one. What great luck, its always something. Now i have to get a new Computer.
Another thing is I'm soo close to having my car on the road all I need is to get the plates and the RMV is closed, of course. Just really annoyed right now.

This weekend was fun. Besides someone not respecting my desisions and being an asshole and doing (not only doing but pushing the idea) the ONE thing I asked not to do. I got over it though and had a great weekend. We just relaxed and watched a few movies and I got bombed on saturday night. I pretty much spent the weekend with steph, i guess it was like a kind of goodbye weekend. I'm glad she came up.

Watched bambi pass out after the eagles won yesterday that was funny. Then watched the past beat up on ben and the steelers. It was a good day. Not to mention all the snow we got here. There are snow drifts over my head at my house, it was crazy coming home to that.

Schooltarts tomorrow, I'm feeling very anxious. I don't know what to expect out of myself this semester, but I hope its really good. I'm already stressing out about it and it hasn't even started, mainly because my schedule makes it impossible to make it to some classes on time. Unless you can get from north campus to south in 10 minutes.

I just can't wait till I have a car and I get a different job, I have a feeling I'll be happier cause I'll actually be able to hang out with my friends on weekdays and not get home at 11, but first things first is getting that over job, I'm sure I'll find a job I like, cause I hate working for ups, speaking of UPS I'm gonna go take a nap before work

bye

Current Mood: anxious
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
10:29 am
my mistake
ohh yeah yesterday we were gonna hang out in thje lodge for a bit but I made teh mistake of using the ladies room, trust me its was confusing and I just picked the wrong door. Then we had to leave casue It seemed like everyeone there was giving me the "eye"

Current Mood: uncomfortable
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
2:32 pm
Coldest day of the year
I went skiing today at loon with Craig and Tim. If we were lucky it was in the positive degrees for the tempature. It was freezing. It was also great to go skiing again. Its been a while but I picked up on it easy. Tomorrow Tim noam and I are going to probably waterville and probably somewhere on thursday too.

But lately I have just been hanging out with my friends. Friday Night Went to Sunset Bar and grill in boston. Its the place with hundreds of different beers. The wierdest ones I tried were the dirty ho and the poon pang...both goo too. Saturday me of us just hung out and watched a movie there was nothing else to do. Sunday we got a keg of sam Adams and watched football.

thats pret much it for now I guess...just doimg normal 21 year old stuff.

later

Current Mood: tired
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
4:35 pm
My time to Shine
Welp after doing nothing for about a year, I finally got my life back on track. I'm going to school this semester. back to where it all started. at UML. Ecology Major this time. My classes are pretty easy but the timing of them suck
MWF - calc 1030 also on R at 830, stat 1230, psych 230
TR - Evvironmental history 930, politics 1130

I am pretty much set with the Coast guard. Few more papers to hand in then I'll know my dates I'm gone this summer.

Other than that I've been well. Broke up with Steph again, why you ask, hah I don't even know why, but it was the right thing to do. I'm doing fine and will do better when I get to be with my friends more during school. I'll have the car on the road soon too...hopefully

I am currently employed at UPS but soon to be quiting after I get my money for school. Hopefully I can get a job at teh gym where I used to work, if not I want to find a job with better hours.

Going away this weekend up to teh lake house to do some skiing and sledding with Noam, Tim, Crissy, Steph and probably some other girls, that should be fun. I also plan on doing a lot of skiing this winter since I havea pass to cranmore, waterville ans loon. so if you ever want to go just give me a call.

I guess thats it, hopefully I'll keep posting since I have a life again

I am determined not to mess up this time I have everything outlined for me now and I am going to follow this road, unlike the past ones, where I had no clue where I was going, it looks like this

UML Spring 05
Coast Guarding Summer 05 and hopefully be back for 1 month
Fall 05 I start at a new college

Sounds enticing to me and I finally got some direction and I am pumped about it

until later

Keithsta22

Current Mood: determined
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